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Sabtu, 25 Agustus 2012

'Sparkle' – the Film Tyler Perry Can’t Seem to Make


Sparkle – the Film Tyler Perry Can’t Seem to Make
by Khadijah White | special to NewBlackMan (in Exile)

I loved Sparkle, the recent remake of the 1976 Blaxploitation film. I know, you probably don’t believe me – I’m the Black feminist critical scholar who will go on incessantly about how much I loathe Tyler Perry movies and my rant will include the words “anti-feminist,” “patriarchal,” “heteronormative,” “homophobic,” “essentialist,” and “minstrelsy.” I haven’t watched a new Spike Lee film since that tragedy called “He Got Game,” I refused to see Steve Harvey (a misogynist) give screen time to Chris Brown (another misogynist) in Think Like a Man, and I am still steaming about the colorism involved in the decision to have Zoe Saldana play Nina Simone in an upcoming biopic.

But. I. Loved. Sparkle. Even with the light-skinned protagonists that were called beautiful and gifted while their dark-skin sister was sassy, smart, and never pretty. Even with the awkwardness of watching another black woman pretend to hotcomb Jordan Sparks’s weave. Even when the “bad sister” smoking cigarettes in the hallway while her sisters attended Bible Study. Even – and Lord!! – with the questionable acting skills and the sometimes underwhelming script. Even with all that, Sparkle is quite possibly my favorite movie in recent years.


The film starts with Cee-Lo belting out a soulful ballad on stage, surrounded by raucous Black bodies in a dark nightclub sweating, yelling, and whooping to the music. It’s a scene I’ve seen many times before, but the sight of a crowded Black space filled with music, fashion, and sheer exhilaration triggered a wave of nostalgia and longing so strong, it caught me by surprise.  Quickly, I was swept away and pulled into a women-centered world of dazzling costumes, breathless success, and the overpowering gaze of an ever-present spotlight.

The story opens with two fair-skinned sisters preparing to go next on stage.  Jordan Sparks plays the title character Sparkle, the shy songwriter who pushes her confident and beautiful older sister, Sissy (Carmen Ejogo), to perform her songs. The opening scene, replete with archetypes donning finger waves and a performer ripping her dress to enhance its sexiness at the last second, also carried complexity. There was a just barely-there hardness in the older sister’s sultry performance and a simple brilliance in the ambition that shone on the face of her sister-lyricist. The characters were not quite as neat as they first appeared, their moves not quite so easy to predict.  The contrast of the sentimentality of the rowdy juke joint juxtaposed against the intricate bond of these two sisters sets the tone for the rest of film, which tells a surprisingly rich tale of a musical family of singers finding their way in a 1960s Detroit.

The opening juke joint scene isn’t the only one that feels instantly familiar. As the audience travels with these sisters, we run to catch the last bus home and sneak back to our rooms just to find our mother waiting in her house robe and rollers, chiding us to wrap our hair for church the next day. We go on a first date at a cheap food joint with a guy we don’t really like but might be our best hope for escape, we fall deeply into a heady, dangerous love affair, we laugh with our sisters and stand up to our overbearing parent. The scenes are almost always in intimate spaces – bedrooms, living rooms, the church sanctuary, private home balconies, record store listening booths, and dressing rooms. We are inside Detroit, but outside of its exterior spaces, away from the pain and ugliness of police brutality and Detroit’s crushing poverty. This is a film about inequality and marginality, but as reflected in the uneven contrasts of nighttime performances and hitting rock bottom while weeping in a closet in the light of day.

Whitney Houston plays “Emma,” a single mother of three. She is a strict, bible-toting woman who sings solos in the church choir every Sunday and slips into a deep alcoholic slumber every night. Her third daughter, Dee, (played by Tika Sumpter) is an aspiring doctor who has the dark-brown skin of her father, subtly gesturing to her mother’s history of failed relationships. Her eldest daughter Sissy is living back at home after a failed marriage, trying to make ends meet on a meager department store salary. Sissy is the core of the film, not Sparkle. She is a resolute woman who refuses to unpack her bags at her mother’s home because she won’t accept that she has nowhere else to go. Throughout the movie, Sissy is always trapped – in a body that makes men want to possess her, in a society that limits her capacity to provide for herself, by her lack of education and self-esteem, by the demands and expectations of her siblings, and in the suffocating cocoon of her mother’s home. In a way, all of the sisters seem to be trapped, always yearning to be somewhere and someone else.

There are some beautiful, striking moments in this film. A fiery Sunday dinner debate between a reverend, the churchgoing mother, and Sissy’s comedian fiancé strikes all the right chords, laying out well-delivered critiques about the Black church, self-involved Black entertainers, and the subjugating politics of Black respectability. Sissy enters a heady, violent romance with her fiancée, played by Mike Epps, which leads to a drug-induced spiral downwards that ends in tragedy. The chemistry between Epps and Ejogo is almost tangible, and we believe her when says she loves and hates him in the same breath. We are emboldened by the sisters’ solidarity and discover terrifying splendor in a relationship that is both destructive and relatable. Mama is bothright and wrong, as mothers always are, and the young women learn this truth in their own individual ways. It is a film about romance, sisterly bonds, friendship, abuse, and the sheer beauty and terror of love, ambition, success, hope, and happiness.

Whitney Houston, in particular, stands out as “Emma”. Like in the Bodyguard, the film provides frequent and heartbreaking points of parallel to Houston’s real-world experiences, reminding us of her own struggles with love, success, loneliness, and drugs. In one scene, Sissy peers at Emma through the plexi-glass of a jailhouse window and tells her, “You look tired.” And it seems like it’s Houston, and not Emma, that resignedly answers, “I am.” 

We see Houston peek out again later when Emma tells her daughter “You believe in yourself. Takes a lot of faith to do that – some of us are still trying.” In the back of my mind, I wonder about the extent to which Houston shaped this script, how much her own highs and lows helped construct all the various plots. In Emma, I also see Whitney Houston who may-have-been, an alternative version of Houston as a diva who had never found a spotlight. Her own tragedy echoes throughout the piece, constantly troubling one’s sense of reality, shattering the illusion of a backstage that is always upfront and the impenetrable veneer of a never-ending performance. In some ways, Sparkle seems like Houston’s final apologia.

There is also the music – an En Vogue arrangement of “Something He can Feel,”an original song from the 1976 version of Sparkle. Nina Simone serenades us with “Feeling Good,” and Whitney Houston comes alive in her pivotal solo  “His Eye is on the Sparrow.”  Sissy bangs out a tambourine rhythm on her hip, live full orchestras make the music swell, and large choirs harmonize while swaying in flowing robes.

Sparkle, of course, has its failings, mainly due to low production values and lazy writing. The narrative is riddled with cliché, neglects to explain various plot points, and is often unrealistic and melodramatic.  We find out that Emma’s brief musical career ended tragically, but never learn the specifics of her cautionary tale. We don’t exactly know how Dee and Sparkle earn a living or how old they are. The film is set in Detroit, but its lack of exterior shots and landmarks makes it seem placeless. While there are plenty of references to the riots happening in the city, we never see them. Romantic interests throw rocks at windows and pledge their love in the pouring rain. And it seems like they stole a scene from Love Jones as Sparkle clings tightly to her boyfriend while riding on the back of his motorcycle. Important details frequently go unexplained, convincing me that someone made the mistake of leaving out key scenes.

Still, Sparkle avoided the Perry-esque traps that seem so common nowadays. The main characters are Black women who are both bad and good. Their friendships are real and manipulative. They are together and lonely. There isn’t a single identifiable evil or one totalizing or moralizing tale. The film closes with Sparkle singing her own song, “I can’t fly with one wing,”,drawing on the words her sister had cried out while begging for drugs in an earlier scene. Even as our hero wins, she still uses her sister as muse and tool, a source of exploitation and inspiration. This tension is not only valuable, it also rings true. Ultimately, through Sparkle we get a different set of “colored girls,” each given space to strum their own chords and live their lives as we all do – in conflict, triumph, pettiness, and love. 

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Khadijah Whiteis currently a PhD candidate and Fontaine Fellow in the Annenberg School for Communication and a lecturer at the School of Social Policy and Practice at the University of Pennsylvania. Previously she worked as a journalist at NOW on PBS. Her research focuses on the intersection of culture, identity, media, and politics.

Selasa, 14 Agustus 2012

Remembering Whitney, Never Forgetting Nippy, and Waiting for Sparkle


Remembering Whitney, Never Forgetting Nippy, and Waiting for Sparkle
by Nicole Moore | HuffPost BlackVoices

This past Thursday would have been Whitney Houston's 49th birthday and I still cannot wrap my mind around the fact that she is dead. Six months after her shocking death and her passing feels as sudden and as unreal now as it did that day in February when she drowned in her Beverly Hilton Hotel bathtub. Unlike Michael Jackson's death where many of us felt like we somehow had let the King of Pop slip through our brown fingers, with Whitney we felt, ahem, feel, robbed. Like someone snatched our sister right from our clutches in broad daylight.

I, like many of you, had seen the interview with Shaun Robinson of Access Hollywood on the set of Sparkle and Whitney looked amazing. Sparkle, a film that Whitney executive produced, was going to be a reintroduction for the most awarded singer of all time to a younger generation and her coming-out party to all the rest of us who grew-up with her. It was especially exciting for Black folk because Sparkle, with its almost all-Black cast is a movie for us to not only see Whitney, but it's the kind of film where we know we will also catch glimpses of Nippy. 

Nippy was the woman we saw in 2010 receiving a BET Honorsaward, running to the stage to high-five her best friend Kim Burrell who sang in tribute to her. She was the woman who portrayed a mouthy, ambitious yet naïve Savannah in Waiting To Exhale. She was also, and most unfortunately, the woman we saw on Being Bobby Brown, and Nippy was the one who struggled with addiction and wound up in that bathtub, inebriated, listening to gospel music and nodding off to rest forever.


What I found so incredibly fascinating, indeed appealing about Whitney was her ability to be America's girl-next-door while also being our around-the-way-homegirl. Just when we thought she was getting "too pop," she'd talk about needing to finish an interview so she could go to Roscoe's for some fried chicken or she'd switch wigs- from long, blond, and curly to a short, dark brown bob. She was a chameleon. She was their Whitney, but she was our Nippy. On stage she'd sing pop candy tunes like "I Wanna Dance With Somebody," "My Name Is Not Susan" and "Where Do Broken Hearts Go" with the kind of angelic middle-American sweetness that melts sugar into caramel goodness. But we also knew she was from Newark, smoked Newports and would curse you out in a nanosecond if she felt like you were trying to play her.

And Whitney's shifts in demeanor may have looked like bouts of inauthenticity to some, but I recognized the power she harnessed by flipping her camouflage depending on her surroundings. In high school, my friends and I did it all the time. We'd talk "proper" in class with our teachers and to some of our white classmates depending on their flow, but once in the schoolyard or back home on our block we'd "cut up." And I'll never forget while in college not discovering a friend was Jamaican for two months until Parents Weekend and hearing her speak to her folks. All of a sudden her voice had this beautiful and distinct lilt. It was like night and day. It was canoodling with Kevin Costner on the big screen and tonguing-down Bobby Brown on the small screen.

Truly having Sparkle as her farewell nod is a wonderfully sad irony. She plays Emma-- a single mother, former singer and now devout Christian dealing with the aspirations, challenges and growing pains of her three teenage daughters who want to be big-time singers. Living in Detroit during the Motown era her three girls, including Sparkle played by American Idol sweetheart Jordin Sparks, go through the ups and downs of love, addiction, and success with the their mom who is conflicted by her past mistakes, but also convicted with the love only a mother can have for daughters. For better and for worse she sees herself in them.

I wonder how much of her daughter's aspirations, passions and struggles did Whitney see in those three girls. Would she have supported Bobbi Kristina's reality show dreams? How much of Nippy did she see in Emma's missteps? And how tired she must've been trying to negotiate the pop media darling who was to appear that night at Clive's Grammy party with the woman who just wanted to listen to Fred Hammonds, high-five and cut-up with her homegirls, and have her daughter be all that she wants to be. Surely she was exhausted. Peace Nip, you're finally at rest.

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Nicole is the Founder and Editor of theHotness.com . theHotness is now an international destination for women who desire more from their media sources than mascara tips and celebrity gossip to empower and entertain. Nicole’s writing has been featured on TheRoot.com, VOGUE_Black.it, and in The Village Voice, Heart & Soul, Essence and Uptown magazines.  

Follow Nicole Moore on Twitter: www.twitter.com/thehotnessgrrrl

Sabtu, 28 Juli 2012

i am OTHER Presents Stereotypes: The Religious Effect




Is there really a God? Is the Devil listening to rap? Which artists "stink to the high heavens"?  It's time for confession.

Jumat, 02 Maret 2012

Cee Lo: "All Alone Now" (produced by Waajeed)



from www.bling47.com

Never heard before Cee-Lo x Waajeed collaboration. It was written and demo'ed for the late, great Whitney Houston circa 2007. The A&R's at RCA were calling any and everybody to find a sound for (what would become) her 2009 release, I Look To You. I worked on seven or eight different versions and finally deciding on this one - with additional parts done by Simon Katz from Jamiroquai.

Selasa, 21 Februari 2012

A Response to “Notes on a Dying Culture”
















A Response to “Notes on a Dying Culture
by James Ford III | special NewBlackMan

Whitney Houston’s unexpected passing shocked me. I mourn for her and her loved ones who feel her recent passing more profoundly than I ever will. I thought Bob Davis’s recent post would help me consider the impact of this loss. Sadly, his post repeats the same Civil Rights vs Hip-Hop generation storyline. As a member of the generation he criticizes, I see his post as an invitation for further discussion.

Davis says the culture of the American Civil Rights Movement was “rejected…by its own children” and two camps sprung up: one upholds the Civil Rights Movement’s values and another doesn’t. The latter group may erase black culture altogether. This decline storyline sabotages communal self-reflection, which is only effective when every generation is accountable for its strengths and weaknesses. I learned this from listening to hip-hop, in the rawness of the Rza’s beats, the low-end of 808s, Big Crit’s bluesy production and lyricism or Kanye’s My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy. Sometimes, rawness refers to uniqueness; it’s not wrong, just different. At other times, rawness points directly to what is detrimental and must be overcome. How does this relate to Davis’s post? Davis doesn’t want to deal with all that is raw withinthe Civil Rights Movement and those who witnessed it. He scapegoats hip-hop to avoid facing this issue.

First, Davis doesn’t identify the “values” of the Civil Rights Movement or the hip-hop generation. He says “sacrifice today, so that future generations can be better off” is the “simple notion” for the Civil Rights movement. But in Why We Can’t Wait, King treats the Civil Rights Movement as the culmination of political currents, perspectives, and movements in the US and around the world, rather than a single notion. Everyone across the political spectrum uses the “we sacrifice for future generations” slogan because it grants immediate legitimacy. Ironically, it is even used to support agendas that directly hurt the youth. This is great for political power plays, but not critical self-evaluation. In sum, Davis is unclear about the value differences between generations, so how can he be so sure the younger have betrayed the older?

Davis doesn’t consider that some in the older generation have betrayed—or, at least, are highly inconsiderate of—the younger. Was Jesse Jackson an “elder statesmen” fatigued from guiding rebellious youth when he said he’d castrate President Obama? Was Ice Cube betraying the values of the Civil Rights Movement when he, a rapper, said Jackson’s words were deplorable, considering the history of lynching in the US? My point is that, in Davis’s account, there’s no room for Jesse Jackson to make such a terrible, selfish decision or for Ice Cube to be appropriately critical of it. He makes criticism a one-way street, when it should always go both ways.

But there’s more. Was Kanye betraying Civil Rights Movement values when he publicly critiqued racism and Hurricane Katrina? Or when David Banner volunteered along the Gulf Coast? Was Mos Def betraying the tradition of Civil Rights Movement public protest when he was arrested outside the Video Music Awards for his impromptu performance of “Katrina Clap,” his song critiquing the Bush Administration? On another note, what about Common’s recent performance in the White House or Lupe Fiasco’s critiques of Obama in “Words I Never Said”? On yet another note, there’s Pharoahe Monch’s album W.A.R. (We Are Renegades), an epic album placing black culture amongst the anti-war movements. I mean, Monch has a song called “Let My People Go” on the album. What more can he do to draw on Civil Rights culture? We can’t understand the continuities and discontinuities between these eras with Davis’s antagonistic perspective. More importantly, why don’t these examples of hip-hop and politics show up on his radar?

Perhaps he misses them because they don’t fit his image of black “culture on display.” Davis says America first saw it with Aretha Franklin’s performance at King’s funeral. Davis sees glimpses of it in R Kelly’s and Alicia Keyes’s “killer performances” at Whitney Houston’s funeral. I wholeheartedly oppose the idea that R Kelly, of all people, can reinstitute any morality. Kelly counts on people conflating the beauty of his performance with moral virtue so he can get away with abuse. It’s hard for me not to ignore the misogyny that links Jesse Jackson to R Kelly, Davis’s potential “elder statesmen” to come. I wonder, can spectacle truly make up for everything? Is the Civil Rights Movement all spectacle? Connect his focus on Kelly’s performance to his emphasis on witnesses of the Civil Rights Movement and to televised events, and it seems that spectacle is what counts most in Davis’s post. It’s not a difference in cultural values. It’s a difference in spectacles…King’s or Houston’s funerals vs XXL magazine.

But maybe that’s it. The best (or even just decent) hip-hop interrogates and displays the shortcomings of seeing the Civil Rights Movement as spectacle. Hip-hop discusses King’s activism, speeches, relationship to Malcolm, and assassination—the latter being the element that no spectacle can or should be able to supplant. Hip-hop also focuses intently on the complexities of the drug abuse that troubled Jimi Hendrix, Michael Jackson, Richard Pryor, Gil Scott Heron and, yes, Whitney Houston. Noting this does not condemn these brilliant artists. It condemns a world that pushed them to despair and profited from their momentary escapes from pain. But it also means that in the 80s and 90s, when Davis blames hip-hop for rejecting the Civil Rights Movement, the hip-hop generation could see the pain and frustration of their parents and other community members who witnessed the Civil Rights Movement. Why wouldn’t this encourage the younger to seek alternatives to what didn’t work out in the previous generation? Indeed, hip-hop culture inherited some of its deepest issues from its immediate predecessors, who witnessed the Civil Rights Movement. But few will admit this because it shatters the image of the Civil Rights Movement that has replaced the complexity of what actually happened, good and bad.

Whitney Houston did amazing things. Her angelic voice literally unified a nation with the 1991 Superbowl. In her recent interviews she gave all the right answers about overcoming drug abuse. She knew the exact scriptures to quote when Oprah asked if she finally believed in herself. Millions of fans loved this. But none of us saw she was still doubting herself, still hurting, still feeling anxious about the future. Admitting this should not take away one iota from her artistry, because these are troubles we all face to some degree. But it should challenge us to consider the relationship between spectacle and substance, which is not always easily understood. Hip-hop is just one of the artforms in black culture that participates in and questions the spectacles in American popular culture. I’d like to think that if she answered interviewers differently and acknowledged she was still struggling, that we would have listened. Then again, I fear that we, whatever our generation, have been so caught up in the spectacle that we call “Whitney Houston” that we might have missed her calls for help. This, and not hip-hop, is the sign of a dying culture.

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James Ford is Assistant Professor of African American Literature at Occidental College in Los Angeles, CA. He is currently working on two book projects. The first book, Thinking through Crisis: Depression-Era Black Literature, History, and Politicsexplores the insights that Black Radical writers from the first Great Depression can teach about the current depression. The second book, Hip-Hop’s Late Style: Liner Notes to An Aesthetic Theory, uses aesthetic philosophy to consider what post-Golden Era hip-hop can teach us about living after America’s Golden Era has ended.

Minggu, 19 Februari 2012

Notes on a Dying Culture #666 (The Whitney Houston Funeral Telecast)


Notes on a Dying Culture #666 (The Whitney Houston Funeral Telecast)
by Bob Davis | special to NewBlackMan

As I watched the Whitney Houston funeral services, as broadcast on American cable TV yesterday, several things struck me.

Here was the root of the mid 20th century Black American culture on full display for the American public to see. Of course this should come as no surprise, because this was indeed the culture that had produced Whitney Houston.

It is also the very same culture that had produced Michael Jackson, Julian Bond, Magic Johnson, Jimi Hendrix, Miles Davis, Julius Erving, Jessie Jackson, Richard Pryor, Berry Gordy and many others.

This was the culture that had provided the fuel for the American Civil Rights movement. Up until about 1990, this genius of a culture had produced nearly 100 percent of that which was considered a contribution of Black Americans and probably 75 percent of the American culture, exported to the rest of the world. It was a culture built upon simple notions of "sacrifice today, so that future generations can be better off."

Then around 1990, a very curious thing happened to this culture. It was rejected, lock, stock & barrel by its own children. This rejection is sometimes expressed by Black Americans themselves when they describe this rejection using terminology like "Old School" vs. "Hip Hop." Because of the terminology that is used, it is easy to think that somehow this is an inter-generational dispute about music.

Of course, the dispute isn't really about music. The dispute is really about what is the correct path and set of behaviors that Black Americans should take as they march into the future. The people at the heart of this dispute fall roughly into two categories

1. Black Americans who are old enough to have first hand knowledge of the American Civil Rights Movement, who are committed to those inherent set of values.

2. Black Americans who are too young to have first hand knowledge of the American Civil Rights Movement, who have committed to a set of values that have little in common with the values inherent in the American Civil Rights Movement.

One of the things that is clear about culture is that it will decline and eventually disappear if younger people do not embrace it and carry it forward. In fact over the past few years, it feels like that Civil Rights culture is being destroyed at an accelerated pace, because people seem to be dying at an accelerated pace. I discuss these two categories of Black Americans in more detail in an article I wrote for Elmore Magazine back in 2008 which you can read at the following link: http://www.soul-patrol.com/bd_elmore.pdf

I have spent much of the past 15 years doing is documenting the decline of the mid 20th Century Black American culture, here online and elsewhere, as its creators pass on and the younger group imposes its own culture and expands it out into the mainstream. Documenting this decline is especially painful for me, especially since I am also product of the American Civil Rights Movement and am clearly a person who has brought into its values "lock, stock and barrel."

In watching Houston’s funeral services the thought occurred to me that this could very well be the last time that this great genius of a culture might be on display to the mainstream American public for the very last time, at a nationally televised funeral for Whitney Houston.

I remember the first time that this culture was on display for the mainstream American TV audience. It was in 1968, at the funeral of Dr. Martin Luther King. I remember watching it on TV, one of the artists who performed was Aretha Franklin. She was also supposed to perform at Whitney Houston's funeral, but we were told that she was too ill. However there was another person who was a key figure at Dr. King's funeral, who was also a key figure at Whitney Houston's funeral.

Reverend Jessie Jackson of course first came to the national spotlight in the aftermath of Dr. King's Assassination. He was the young and fiery "street preacher," out of Chicago. At Whitney Houston's funeral Reverend Jesse Jackson, sat front & center for the entire service. Not only was he no longer young and fiery, he never uttered a single word. He looked tired and worn out, as I suppose an elder statesman should? However I wondered if he looked that way because he knows that the battle for the hearts, minds and values of Black America has been won by the hip hop generation?

I have wondered that very same thing myself.

Will the values of Lil Wayne, XXL Magazine, etc become what Black Americans are known best for in 20 years, once all of the people who have first hand knowledge of the American Civil Rights Movement are gone?

Or is there still a possibility that younger people—as  illustrated by the "blood on the floor," killer performances by two artists (R. Kelly & Alicia Keyes) who are too young to have any first hand knowledge of the American Civil Rights Movement—will suddenly wake up and understand that they have a responsibility to sustain/advance a culture that seems to mostly be on "life-support."

Perhaps this nationally televised funeral can prove to be a watershed event not only for Black Americans, but for White Americans as well? For example, I thought that Kevin Costner's story of his friendship with Whitney Houston was one of the best cases for the notion of having an integrated society that I have heard laid out in many years.

Time will tell.

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Bob Davis is co-owner/creator (with his brother Mike) of the award winning Soul-Patrol.com. Follow him on Twitter @Kozmicfunk

Senin, 13 Februari 2012

"America’s Pop Princess": Whitney Houston Remembered for Unprecedented Crossover Success | Mark Anthony Neal on Democracy Now!



The music world continues to pay tribute to pop superstar Whitney Houston following her death on Saturday at the age of 48. She was honored at last night’s Grammy Awards by host LL Cool J and Jennifer Hudson. "She is part of a generation of what I called "black pop crossover artists," that would include Eddie Murphy, the late Michael Jackson, and even basketball player Michael Jordan, in that they had unprecedented amount of access to the American mainstream," says Duke University Professor Mark Anthony Neal. "We had never seen that level of black celebrity before… Her success in that mainstream was really unprecedented."

Minggu, 12 Februari 2012

Whitney




Whitney
by Stephane Dunn | special to NewBlackMan

I’m at some once a year fancy gala – the kind of thing that makes you suffer through three inch heels and a bitter February wind to see and be seen. Half into the spinach with arugula and pecans salad with orange sesame dressing, a whisper builds and people begin to forget the discrete lap level text check and they're holding the blackberries and i-phones up close, squinting and reading, texting, and sighing then they look up across the table at a stranger formerly of little interest who looks back asking the same question: Is Whitney really dead? 

And soon, the Facebook posts and twitter feeds confirm it, and I keep eating bread and butter and there are voices in the background. There’s a program and distinguished people are getting awards and people are clapping, but in my head I’m screaming with clenched fists like Florida Evans: Damn, Damn, Damn! Whitney Houston is dead. I want to scream it really and stop the program just for a second, just to confirm, something momentous has happened. The awards and the chatter go on and a movie is running through my head. 1978’s Sparkle, a pretty, sultry brown girl starts to sing her way out of the ghetto with her little sisters. She falls for a user and an abuser and then she’s on drugs and bruised and dead. The remake marks Whitney’s return to the big screen only Whitney doesn’t play Sister but now she’s dead too.

By three am, I’m sitting on the same couch in the same spot where I was sitting on June 25, 2009 when a part of my youth passed away with a headline: Michael Jackson has died. And now, another headline takes another part, my young adult life. I flashback to college, last dance of the school year, end of April, and my heart is breaking. My first adult love is crashing. I don’t want to let go, but it’s over. He asks me to dance. I want to be close to him, but I want to say no. Whitney’s singing: Where do broken hearts go, do they find their way home . . . and I know it’s his goodbye, and we’re not going to make-up ever again.

I see her glimmering like golden brown sand in the sun on album covers and on stage and I like her ‘cause she’s skinny like me and utterly gorgeous and she can saaaaang. She makes me wish I could sing too and I do [in secret] and when I’m struggling with classes and bill paying and just trying to find my way and make it to somewhere, I hum and sometimes wail, badly, alone, in my little efficiency apartment, . . . because the greatest love of all is happening to me, I found the greatest love of all inside of me . . .

I think about me and my sister friends going to check out Waiting to Exhale and wearing out that soundtrack and lip syncing and I think about Whitney, sitting there pregnant and fine in that video singing that Dolly song from earth to heaven and back and wondering, how can the girl sing like that and then I glimpse myself cranking up the radio ‘cause they’re playing Whitney’s song, and I gotta marvel all over again. And I will always love youuuu. I see me cringing every time some wannabe-the-next-Whitney dared take on one of her songs and arguing folk down who don’t know better. Nobody sung that national anthem like Whitney. Nobody. Period. 

It’s after four am, and I keep thinking and remembering and hearing that voice, and how much it hurt over the years to think of her hurting and not singing and people talking about her and judging and her becoming one of those stories of the wayward star gone the way of drama and drugs. I never gave her up. I claimed her survival and her triumph. I’m tearing up. CNN is playing that damned too beautiful song . . . bittersweet memories . . . I can’t stand it – headlines, reflections, tributes, ‘we’ll always have her music’. I don’t want it to be the same old story. It shouldn’t be the same old story.

I want real talk about how folk can be prepared for being inside of fame and how they can be saved before they lose their voices. I want new ways to protect and arm those ambitious geniuses against the snares on the way to fame and fortune. I want her not to be like those other too surreally phenomenal songstresses from Billie to Judy and Amy.

Whitney Houston dead at forty-eight.

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Stephane Dunn, Ph.D., is a writer and Co-Director of the Cinema, Television, and Emerging Media Studies Program at Morehouse College. She specializes in film, popular culture, and literature. She is the author of Baad Bitches and Sassy Supermamas: Black Power Action Films (University of Illinois Press 2008) and her work has appeared in such publications as Ms., TheRoot, The Chronicle of Higher Education, CNN.com, and Best African American Essays.

Selasa, 14 Juni 2011